I saw (500) Days of Summer tonight and I think for the first time in my entire life I can relate to a character from a movie. The story is of boy meets girl, but isn't a love story, but instead a story about love. The girl, Summer, leaves the boy, Tom, and he would do anything to get her back. In the end, he doesn't win but it showed me that there will be someone else out there for me eventually... someone else I am meant to meet by fate. I met Scott 484 days ago today, and I still feel the same way about him after all this time. I would do anything to get him back. I feel like there is nobody else out there for me. Some days I relapse into this state of being, where I am in my body, but not really there. I am stuck in a trance, wanting to believe that my reality is a farce.
I am at 484 days and counting. I think I will be breaking Tom's record in the movie of the number of days it will take to let go of the one I love. But I have faith that my Autumn is following right after this Summer season.
"Tom: Did you ever even have a boyfriend? Summer: Of course. Tom: What happened, why didn’t they work out? Summer: What always happens? Life." - (500) Days Of Summer.
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