A Letter to Lost Love.

I sit here alone tonight... my mind traveling back to times we had. Loneliness aches deep within my soul. Life was so much easier the past few weeks when you had gone away... getting to taste how sweet life was without me no longer having to see you in it... When I see you, I can't help but want to touch your skin... embrace you as I used to. I have forgotten what that feels like. What it feels to have your hand upon my skin, that security, that love. You loved me once, didn't you? How is it that you could have so easily forgotten, when I sit here half a year later and still remember it as if it were yesterday. Your hands... how I wish I could entwine yours once again with mine... perfect pieces to a puzzle. Entwined just as our hearts were. But if there ever were to be an opportunity for me to experience what we had again, I would say no to it. For even though I love you, I know things would never be the same. After everything you have put me through after the past few months, there is no saving it. Our love died the moment "I can't do this anymore" escaped from your lips. I tasted it, as those words lingered in the air... felt our love's heart stop beating... It is the hardest thing for me to have to say we are over, as it is the last thing that I would ever want in this life. It's hard to admit it. But it's the truth. And true to myself I must be. Please forget me, lost love. Leave, and never return. I don't want to feel your presence anymore. It hurts too much to remember. I will always cherish memories of you...
- Kelly Ann

"All that we are is defined by each others' shipwrecked hearts..." - Jason Reeves ("Entwined")