Tuesday, December 29, 2009

l'espoir est le rêve d'une âme éveillée

l'espoir est le rêve d'une âme éveillée. Hope is the dream of a soul awake. My soul is finally waking up. It's wiping its eyes, letting the sunlight of a brand new day blanket it. The tearstains on my soul's pillowcase are fading... the ghost of them still there, just as the hurt still is inside, but it's not as bad. My soul has been awakened as it begins to embrace hope.
I have been blessed with a soul sister... one who shares the horrible pain I wish no other would ever have to endure. Neither one of us deserve it, and yet it's there. I am just thankful I am no longer alone in the healing. There has never been anyone else in my life that knows exactly what I am feeling. Sure, I have shared love and feelings of love... but hurt, it runs a lot deeper.
In 2 days, 2009 will come to it's end, and with it I am going to leave behind my sorrow, and my pain. I am going to embrace 2010 as my opportunity to be happy again. A fresh start. This life is my own, and that is how I am going to live it. And I have every intention of embracing my soul sister's hand, and taking her with me, and side by side we will awaken our souls, and find the light and happiness in our hearts we so deserve.


"Hope is the companion of power, and mother of success; for who so hopes strongly has within him the gift of miracles." - Samuel Smiles.